Thursday, September 23, 2004

came home today... realise alot of things in my hse all broken down... The tap is leaking like Shit... the toilet flush is not working... the com is havina abit of the problem... my fone also got problem... wat do all this signifies???? I wonder... lit students should noe... this symbolises a disfunctional home... wat's dere to care abt when you realise that all that you cared once long ago is totally 'broken' and does not deserved to be cared anymore??? hahaha... yet I still cared... i wish my home can be broken once and for all.... the home I live in... the tings in dere are broken... so are the relationships... so why hang in dere??? why do you all haf to push the blame to me???? did I choose to make things turn out this way???? NO! I'm innocent... yet... i'm suffering too... isn't it unfair for me???? Why can't they just get the bloody hell problems fixed and leave me alone???? So many voices telling me wat to do... i can't even find my own voice... wat did i ever want to do????? I wonder and ponder.... hahaha... yet i know not.... I've learn to hate and hate is making me feel lost and hopeless.... i dread to go home when all the rest wanted to go back to the house they called home.... Home Sweet Home... what a lie... when I go back... wat do i see??? things that made me feel so digusted... i just wish to leave....

Nil posted 11:38 PM

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