Monday, April 25, 2005
ok... finally i'm blogging... told pple dat i wanna get a password for my blog ar... coz i wanna complain!!! but after so many days... i dun feel like complaining anymore...
not much feelings for the past days... Sick as usual ar.... hahaha... cough like mad... but see doc le... doc say ok... hah... took my medicine le... feeling a little drownsy.... feel like slping.... lolx.... er....
Was kinda sad on sat.... had a meet the parents session... haha... as what i thought... shldn't have seen the sch plus the teacher.... Mum tink dis sch sucks ar... lolx... what can i say?
dun wanna say anything more le.... i'm going to zzzz land even though it's onli like 2pm... haha
Nil posted 1:52 PM
am i still alive?
Friday, April 15, 2005
ok... I'm gonna bitched (if dat's the correct word) abt training today.... Today it felt it was sucky... haha... of course... partly becoz of me... lolx..
First... I was pissed off... coz had to cancel the frenly wif NY... *note: i wasn't angry becoz we had to cancel the frenly... i was pissed off coz after we got the news dat we were playing against NY during the tournament... Juliet asked me to ask dem if dey were still interested in frenly... den for the physics pple coz dey got spa... Wan hua agreed to push back the frenly frm 3 to 4pm.. den play till 7pm... lolx... Den since it was comfirmed... i even went to ask Phyllis to book the courts for us... after i took the trouble to finalise everything... den tell me wanna cancel frenly... so i'm angry 4 e fact dat if u don't wanna the frenly... den don make me ask and arrange nicely for ya den say cancel... lolx... coz i feel bad telling her to cancel after we made so many attempts to arrange date and time... pissed off coz everytime... the whole team is always indecisive... first wan liddat den don wan... den wan again... hahaha...
Next... was angry wif Johnaton... dunno how to spell his name... lolx... slacker daniel wanna stroke but all the courts were used up... guess wat jon said? 'Use the last court... but muz tell juliet first... den she'll scold...' wth... i was pissed off wif the 1st ting le.. so i shot back loudly... the 3rd court belongs to the girls... plus.. u guys already had 2 courts still nt enough? haha... guess wat... Kai ling thought i was shouting at Daniel... so she remarked... so rude... we are seniors afterall... how can u speak to us liddat... haha... so i replied... i won't be using such tone if i'm toking to the seniors... but apparently she din hear ar and continue like cursing me? lolx... den Glenda explain to them dat i wasn't implying them but jon... bt how stupid can Kai ling be? OMG...
Thirdly... I noe seniors have the passion for badminton... but can dey pls do some reflection (except for ry)? who ever organised this testimonial thingy is too brainless... no offence... but i felt it was a total waste of time.... common... look at the no. of seniors who turned up today... dun even haf 7 lah... can't even play a proper match... next... posting on friendster doesn't help in informing us... can pls like inform us and like make sure the no. of seniors coming down first? Wat's the use to having one or two coming down? haha... can't play a proper match... might as well dun haf... lolx...
Ok... enough of the bad stuff... let me tok abt the funny ting... lolx... i played volleyball to vent my anger... end up laughing... lolx... y? I smash ball into the wall the ball bounce back and hit my head... HEAD SHOT!!!!! lolx... glen was wif me den we laugh like mad... thank god no one else saw... if not... haha... dun wanna tink abt it...
Anyway... den we went BP... lolx... den we sat on the viking machine... the children one... felt reali bad ar... coz i sat and screamed... coz i scared... yet all other children who sat the same row as me din scream at all... i was laughing and screaming... plus whining... lolx... den the uncle laugh at me... :( so embarrasing... lolx... but enjoyed myself... den sat at the water fountain when dere was water vapour... den act as though i've gained enlightenment... lolx... den glen walk away... pretend she dunno me... lolx... den ate at yoshi... haha.. saw Choir pple... den 'scolded' Desmond... coz he sick yet he ate fried food... lolx...
after the laughing incidents... my night and day wasn't dat bad afterall... lolx
Nil posted 11:23 PM
am i still alive?
Monday, April 11, 2005
ok... i have to admit... i'm reali those kind of pple who feels bad and will feel bad all the way...
Seriously... I was so pissed off yesterday by my 3 colour pens dat i threw them on the table with pple sitting beside me... lolx... I'm gonna sue the pen seller ar... his pen write one paragraph onli den dried out le :(
ok... i have been seeing roaches everywhere i go lately... so i guess i'm like quite ok wif them rite now... lolx...
well guess i'm superstitious... keep on seeing deaths ard me, roaches ard me, din slp well too... tink too much i guess... been thinking wat i wanna be... lolx...
Ok... since young, promise that you won't laugh... My amibition was to be in the entertainment circle... lolx... When i was young, i was so amazed by the different roles that an actor gets to play that i wish i cld be like them too... that was what i wanted to be in primary one.... Of course as i grew up... my ambition den becomes more defined... haha... I was rather inspired by Jack Neo and his team... the fond memories of waiting for his variety show, 'gao xiao xing dong' every monday at 8pm just to laugh my head off... lolx... yup... indeed frm den on... I hope that i cld be like them, a comedian/ entertainer.... I wanna make pple laugh after a day's hard work... lolx... Of course... when I became older... i still hold on that dream... but not as firmly as i used to back in the young days when everything seems possible... Why? Because you'll haf half the world telling you dat you can't get in (of course i noe... I'm not like super good looking) and it's a complex world out dere.... lolx...
Of course... Now I wanna reali get to the dream... dream of not acting but rather host a variety show dat wld make pple laugh like Jacky Wu (love his talk shows....) lolx... bt if that's the case... i shld have taken Mass Comm the moment i step out of CGS.... lolx... so now wat shld i do? I reali dunno... haha...
Bt of course... I can say is... let's not think abt so far yet... finish your As... yup and I'll go full fletch in making my dream come true :)
Nil posted 3:27 PM
am i still alive?
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
[4 those hu dunno wat ellipses means it means ... as in your dot dot dot]
[haha ellipses]
[feeling reali down at the bottom nowadays]
[lyk i've said before i'm still a loss sheep here]
[lost faith in myself]
[Haha ellipses dunno wat to do wif myself and wat can i say?]
[Guess i'm stuck in the moment]
[Guess human relationships are like simple covalent bonds]
[first it started wif weak van der waals' forces(wvdf) due to induced dipole induced dipole attraction]
[den as you have more topics to talk abt, it became wvdf due to permanent dipole permanent dipole attraction]
[Finally it became hydrogen bonding]
[for some it later became Metallic bond, for some it slips and become wvdf again]
[i guess bonds are juz easily broken]
[i guess i'm a lousy fren, always not dere when my frens needed me most]
[haha ellipses]
[shld be happy today though, coz SnR is taking back Feedback system :)]
[but i'm worried abt badminton ellispses]
[Still haven't decide who's playing wat bt hope we can reach a decision soon]
[tink i'm writing senselessly but it's ok]
[Reali glad to haf mummy ard even though we very use to quarrelling lolx]
[Every sat we nv fail to quarrel ellipses den end up ming tian hui geng hao]
[Dad ellipses i have nothing to say abt him]
[Sis is still so annoying]
[Council elections coming up]
[i'm worried for the 6th batch]
[hopefully they cld do and achieve what we have failed to achieve]
[Heard some bad things abt some pple and abit worried if dey cld get into council]
[Bt i guess i won't let these pple in no matter what it takes]
[I'm mean ar]
[nothing interesting happened]
[oh yeah, here's something interesting]
[I'm crazy over the song Tong Hua]
[yesterday saw a cat after training]
[so i told the cat that i wld sing for it]
[guess what happened?]
[The cat turned n run away!!!!!]
[Nvm, found another cat]
[Smartly the cat looked at me and turn its head :( ]
[All the Cats are MEAN!!!!!!!!!]
[lolx ellipses tink i'm mad]
Nil posted 2:15 PM
am i still alive?
Saturday, April 02, 2005
[Ok... I seriously din noe wat i'm doing tis whole wk... I mean i'm so unlike myself... ][haha... well guess my luck is out n down i wld say][it's those days when you are down...][Perhaps i should say months?][Everything juz feel so not right][Lyk i'm here and i'm not suppose to be here][lyk a lost sheep walking aimlessly][enough description...][So i flunk common test which was quite common bt din expect to flunk till liddat ar][Worse... i'm starting to question myself...][I'm actually quite useless...][i can't do my studies...][Can't raise the image of council][Can't fulfil my promise to council][Can't even play badminton][yup... today went for training... feel like a junk][dunno y... it suddenly seemed as though my skills are like worse than beginners][Heart aching... That's the last ting i want it to happen][zhe shi jie duo wo yi ge bu duo, shao wo yi ge bu shao][Today tried stupid thing... I stood on the road for a while b4 Wakey pulled me to the pavement...][I'm getting crazier day by day... mayb i'll end up like G.S]
Nil posted 12:01 AM
am i still alive?
