Saturday, September 18, 2004

Lyk I've said... I always wonder who I am deep within... I seem to have lost myself...
not knowing who I am... yup... dat's me... I feel so fake... hahaha... I really miss my Cresecent
days... no worries.... just happy-go-lucky... hahaha... dat's y... I always like to be with tse tse...
hahaha... remind me of the good old days... hahaha... I tink and I serious tink it's the truth...
and that is I'm not happy in JC at all... I seem to have lost all my social skills dat i once had in Cresecent... I'm pretty much a loner now... hahaha... see... life sux... mayb it's juz me... well wat dat personality test said was true... I lack of soulmates... hahaha... I dunno who I can talk to when I'm down... when I'm upset.... when I feel like dying... when I feel dat the world doesn't need me... when I question my real identity... will someone pls tell me who I reali am... coz I feel that I'm really what my aunts said abt me... Cunning, sly... all those -ve words.... hahaha...
and I laugh.... and shall mock at them.... y didn't dey ever think of who made me this way? it was them! ALL OF THEM!!! I wish I had a knife that I could kill them all! But I can't... for in my brain... *thnk god for my brain* is tooo logical to do such stupid stuff... coz i'll end up paying my life toooo... not a good deal.... so i've decided.... they want me to act like a little good girl...
so I shall be... hahaha.... i hope and will be successful den one day when they beg me for help...
I WILL NOT HELP! I shall mock and laugh... mayb i'll give them a dollar or two and ask them to get lost.... hahahaha.... Wat kind of a meanie am I? See what I mean???? I tink I'm mad... tinking of such stuff when I'm suppose to be enjoying life... hahahahaha.... but who realli cares?? No ONE! hahahaha....

Nil posted 10:27 PM

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