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Friday, January 28, 2005

haha... I'm writing this for wednesday... coz got reflections to make.... lolx... today is not a happy day exactly... coz Juliet and I did toking... lolx... we argued abt who shld b in for Badminton... lolx... it was a fierce arguement... bt thank god we had that heart to heart talk... lolx...

Juliet's my captain... we started wif juz argueing who shld be in for bad... bt end up we tok abt the whole team... lolx... I said my piece abt how i felt abt her.... lolx... and she said her piece too... haha... only thru this talk that I realise that I haven't been reali in her shoes and reali think for her... i'm too selfish i guess... lolx...

I told her that our team lack of discipline... told her that there r sumting wrong... told her that we haven't been sticking to that every training we go running kind of thing... lolx... Told her that she shld be the example and the one to reali lead us on and push us... lolx... Tink most if not all will agree that I ask expect too much from her... lolx...

Coz she have her side of the story too... she told me how she felt... what faces she gets when she ask all of us to do running and stuff... while toking... she teared/ cried....

In my mind.. i keep wanting Juliet to be the ONE... the ONE who's the role model... the ONE who shld have the Most discipline... the ONE who take cares of everything... bt lyk she, Charmaine and Heena (nt sure if spelt correctly) said, I forgot that Juliet's only human... I forgot abt the limitations that ea of us have... I forgot that she needs our support for the things she do... lolx...

~It takes 2 hands to clap~
i forgot all of these... Forgot that she reali needs us, forgot that we are a team and we shld be doing this and is in this ToGether... yup...

haha... A little angry wif myself for forgetting this... lolx... coz i have always been telling this to SnR that only wif them behind me that i can say and talk loud to other pple... Onli wif their support will I be ever to do big things... to run the shows and stuff... lolx.... yet... I myself failed terribly as a follower coz i have nt been givin her support..

I'm truely glad that we had a talk... and she told me how she feel if not i swear wif my blur and sucky observation skills, I will nv know... lolx...

Nil posted 1:47 PM

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