Friday, March 04, 2005

*Sad laughter* Tink shld noe wat this is all blog is all abt le... Today... Got back cheena results... very sad :( I mean most pple wld kill me or swear at me if i tell dem my results 4 cheena... bt dat's nt d pt... Too many, i may sound arrogant... bt still wanna say... it's A or NOTHING... yup... and I GOT NOTHING.... Haha... Very sad and disppointed, even my mum feels dat way.... she din even bother to talk to me when i reach home... yup... Feel like crying all over again... I noe... I'm like crying for the wrong reasons... bt Chinese is my STRONGEST subject yet i'm getting dis kinda results.... can't imagine wat will happen to my other A levels results... I'm so worried dat i'll be lyk the j2s crying... Not Tears of Joy bt tears of sadness...

anyway... starting to get real worried now... guess my teachers shld be happy abt it... *mocks coldly at myself* I dunno wat to say... bt now... i'm juz emotionally down... so many setbacks all at one go.... can't really take it bt hey, life's liddat rite... *smiles glumly* Too much to bear for now...

lolx... suddenly, i juz don't feel great abt myself anymore... seriously... i juz have dis sudden feeling that I'm totally useless... Like Jack of all traits bt master in none... i feel as if i'm drowning... struggling to keep a float while huge waves slaps on my face, telling me over and over again that i'll nv make it to shore... I do wanna give up trying to stay afloat... I can't c the shore they promised to be near... not even a light house to guide me thru this storm.... lolx...

Tidal Wave 1: Setbacks since sch starts... yup... i have no idea wat the teachers are teaching... lolx...

Tidal Wave 2: CCAs.... felt reali sad to realise that i'm juz nobody... I'm juz a lousy player in my fav sports game... lolx...

Tidal Wave 3: See alot of deaths lately.... every where i go i see funerals... haha... irony now... while i'm typing dere's one juz beside my blk... lolx

Tidal Wave 4: Chinese results... wanted and confident that I cld score A... bt den got B instead... *sighs*

Tidal Wave 5: Hoping dat my mum wld encourage me... bt din get e comfort i was looking for :( all she gave was the same expression she gave me when i got back my PSLE results... I've failed to get A* for chinese that year...

Tidal Wave 6:Now i oso dunno wat council's doing... guess everyone is juz in their own world...

Tidal Wave 7: Juz felt dat i'm inheriting all my father's gene... sux big time... Juz useless right frm the begining... lolx...

Haha... having 7 tidal waves is no big deal... this i noe... bt u muz know that i grew up and walk in a bed of roses... guess now it's time for me to be independent and get hold of myself... lolx...

Don't worry abt me... for those who know me well... guess you guys won't be worrying abt me too... coz i'm those cry today and move forward tmr kinda person... lolx... (thank god for that) so guess after falling today, i'll pick myself up tml and continue this journey of no return...

Nil posted 10:49 PM

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