Monday, May 09, 2005

[everytime i blog, it's seems to be juz unhappiness]
[Before i start ranting on abt wat i'm sad abt i juz wanna write this quote]
[Stepping down is not an option; I have no choice]
[Yup, that's how i feel, a moment of anquish]
[close to tears as time is slowing crawling towards tml]
[Tml, the last match dat PJ girls will play...]
[the match dat marks the end of my road as a badminton player for Pj]
[the match dat will put my dearest racket in the store for collectioin of dust]
[i'm juz upset knowing dat i'll be looking at the J1s train, n i can onli smile bitterly to myself- those were the days]
[i know i shld stop behaving lyk a spoilt child bt i juz can't help it]
[I dun wanna step down but i can't]
[Nv thought it wld be so hard for me]
[Close to tears]
[Haha... but it's for the best of my future]
[Hearbroken and griefstroken]
[dun wanna give up bt i have no options]
[haha.. i will miss the girls & the boys of badminton...]
[wanna play so much bt i can't]
[a promise i have made dat i knew i can't keep]
[close to tears]
[realising i'm not the only one who is emotionally tormented everyday]
[haha... yup... realising dat my frens frm crescent have nt totally survived the harsh environment of JC lives]
[even so... i'm close to tears]
[Juz love the phrase: Close to tears...]
[It can reali describe how i feel rite now...]
[no options and no choice]
[i'm trained to look at the future and make the best out of watever is given to me but i can't...]
[not now... I'm stuck in the moment]
[Juz let me whine non-stop and cry if i can]
[dunno how long it will take me to recover]
[dun wanna look lost... but i know i will]
[close to tears]

Nil posted 10:17 AM

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