Sunday, November 04, 2007

wahaha... exams are coming in less than a month's time...
so i stop working le...
thinking that i can reali study... but no...
been lazing ard lately... argh!!!!
wahaha... can't believe myself...

i dunno why... been very upset wif my results so far...
i mean i did my best to write my assignments but the results reali sucks...
wahaha... my life sucks...

been quite upset wif mr Ben too...
yup... he keep on saying that if i love him den will forgive his mistakes...
dotz... dotz... dotz.... sorry I dun feel this way...
he said he forgave all my mistakes...
wahaha.. but i'm SUPER PETTY OK!

sucks sucks sucks...
i dun wanna talk to him sometimes lor...
maybe i'm being childish... but it just dun make sense to me....

I can't tell my mum that he's my bf... but to show that i care abt us..
i brought him to see my cousins... den did some stuff for him...
but he??? pple ask him why he appear in Jurong... he said meet friend...
dun dare say meet girl friend... and dat people is not EVEN his CLOSE FRIENDS!
just someone he saw before... damned dotz lor... i tot i shld be the one dat say i'm onli meeting fren since it's at JURONG POINT...

den nvm.... after the movie at abt 9.45pm... he say he dun wanna send me home... so sweet lor... so i told him: i oso dun expect friend to send me home... it's at night lor... he dun even wanna send me to the interchange... at least wait for me to go up the bus rite?

den nvm.... i remembered our anniversary... so i sent him a letter that he wld receive on 1st nov... he say he din forget our anniversary just waiting for me to send him a msg... lolx... i dun believe... why??? when he asked me why nv send him msg, it was 9 plus 10... means he already reach home and saw the letter i sent him lor... nvm... while he was asking me... he NV DID SEND ME A MSG SAYING 'happy anniversary' dotz dotz.... so i send him a msg saying "i'm angry because he nv wish me anniversary" the next morning... he totally ignore... that whole day oso nv msg me... ok lor... i dun wanna msg him too...

nvm... if i nv msg him he oso won't msg me... den ok lor... we dun msg each other lor... wat's the point of promising me good morning msgs everyday when he can't even do that... if he don't keep his promise, why shld i keep mine?

maybe all aries r like dat... they changed once they win your heart... i sick of telling him the same old ting because all he will say is...

Have u realise i nv complained at all? because I love you so i'm willing to accept all ur faults...
and how many times muz i say?! i'm not that kinda of wei ren... I'm just a girl who will feel insecure too... feel that there's no future at all...

can u imagaine... if we r already liddat, dun even wanna send a msg to care for each other just barely pass a year of being together... i dunno how long we can last... in fact... i feel like i'm single now... lolx...

damned it... oh well... it's ok... i shld concentrate on my studies... maybe i shld just study... wahaha...

Nil posted 10:25 PM

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