Wednesday, November 07, 2007

yesterday i met wif Ben...
I gave him a black face when he told me he brought his laptop out so that he cld watch his drama coz he said he was early...
he den asked me if he had offended me...
I told him he offended me before our anniversary...
on our anniversary and the day before our anniversary...
he said he had done nothing wrong at all...
wow....

we had some sort of a quarrel...
but later we watched movie and went to play bowling... and guess wat he said...
he said... if he won me at bowling...
i would have to forgive him even though he had done nothing wrong...

I told him... if he had just ended his sentence on i would have to forgive him if he had won...
I would gladly lose to him... but he had to add saying that HE HAD DONE NOTHING WRONG...

During dinner... he said... he can do without communicating with me but i can't...
i told him he was right...
he dun gt the point.. Wat's the use of having a boyfriend when your life wif him is at good as being single?
The onli thing different is that having a boyfriend = someone paying for u when u go out...
Den why do i nid a boyfriend???? I might as well go get a sugar daddy....

he does not and just like me... Will never understand each other... i just feel like I'm nobody to him... he said he cares... but his actions show that i'm not even number 2 in his heart... I just feel that the love between us is diminishing... maybe he's already tired of being wif me...

Damned... oh well... it's ok.... it's him... who he is...
and me... who i am...
i will not expect any thing from him anymore...
nothing... if he wants to break up wif me... so be it...

Nil posted 12:38 PM

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